Spring 2006. ASU Tempe. I was invited to speak to a group of college students. My friend Taylor came with me. I gave a talk that was very personal and meaningful. It wasn’t the first time I had shared it, but it was a weird experience as I sensed that a lot of people in the room were not tracking with me. But, I enjoyed the experience nonetheless.
As we were driving back to our school, Taylor said to me, “Dude, when you talk like that, I think you come alive in a way that is unique. You up there sharing your heart – I have never seen you match that in any other context.”
Last night was one of those moments. It was incredible risk. How many people would show up to an Ash Wednesday service? 2? 20? Try almost 200. How would it work with four different churches involved? We had some snags and had to call some audibles, but it was beautifully awesome. Would I forget the words I was supposed to recite as I imposed ashes? No, and it was one of the most powerful experiences of my life.
I am convinced that many people go through life on auto-pilot. They find themselves challenged by what life is throwing at them, but they are often so bored and unengaged within the deepest parts of who they are, that it is almost as if they are walking dead people.
Last night, I got a chance to experience quite the opposite of that. And while I still find it bizarre that what I did last night is what I get paid to do – it’s my job – it’s my calling – it’s my life, I am convinced that it is what I was created to do. And when you do what you were created to do, I believe you begin to live life wide awake and fully alive.
“Your calling is where your deep happiness and the world’s deep need meet.” -Frederich Buechner
Pursuing life,
Scott
This Sunday night, a new series begins at Crash (the service that those of us who post here help lead). It’s called Six Weeks. And in conjunction with the Ash Wednesday Service tomorrow night, it begins a period known as Lent for us.
Tony Elliott (pictured on right with Dr. Moffat Zimba) took most of these photos last night at Crash when we celebrated communion and posted them to 